Justin Packshaw - Reflections

What a trip! I don’t know why but I was rather complacent about us heading down to Antarctica and retracing the last two degrees of Scott’s epic trip back in 1911/12. I just thought that we would arrive, get stuck in and achieve our aim without too many dramas. How foolish I was. Antarctica in any guise is a formidable arena to do anything in, let alone ski 140 miles into the Pole with three wounded soldiers. She is a powerful and dangerous adversary to take on and complacency is not a wise starting point. Don’t get me wrong, we all trained and prepared very thoroughly and no one more than our inspirational boys from the Royal Dragoon Guards (RDG) – Adam, Robbie and Webby who were in thoroughbred nik. What with the historical link with Lawrence Oates and his Regiment (RDG) and the 100th anniversary of the race to be first to conquer the Pole, we had left few stone unturned in our planning.
As one would imagine there was great excitement as we touched down on the 88th latitude to start our trip proper. A thought must be shared for the pilots who are quite amazing and talented - flying there is a skilled art and one needs a lot of experience and big cajonas. Anyway no sooner had the two Twin-Otter planes dropped us and all our clobber in the middle of nowhere, they were back in the sky on-route back to Union Glacier, our last umbilical cord with semi-civilisation flying away from us at 180 knots. We all gazed at each other and then the penny dropped, we were alone, standing on top of 3000 metres of ice where not a single living organism is able to survive, nothing; no bacteria, no animals, no indigenous people. Nada! Man, oh man, this was the real deal.
So this is how we set off; ten beating hearts, ten whirling minds and ten bellies full of emotional excitement and trepidation heading south as we retraced the footsteps of legends from another era. A proper baptism of fire it was too, as we found ourselves trudging into a nasty headwind, tricky sastrugi and pulling uncooperative sledges! Home felt a long way away but home we had to make it. The Antarctic plateau is vast and many forget that it is at 9,000 feet so one also has to tackle the altitude as well as an average temperature around -30oC. Day one and our team suddenly realised that this was not going to be a stroll in the park.
I won’t go through the next three weeks as I know that it has all been wonderfully highlighted previously in our blog. Suffice to say, that it was full of everything one might imagine that that magnificent continent could throw at us and yes she does have sharp teeth. Very.
The team was nothing short of brilliant; humour was never far from anything as we came to grips with functioning effectively and efficiently in a very alien environment. The boys had to contend with much as they were all carrying terrible wounds inflicted whilst on operational tour in Afghanistan all of which played up on the trip. They never complained or shirked any responsibility throughout. Inspirational one and all.
Day by day we etched the miles away until we were suddenly standing at the famous sphere at the bottom of the world, all hardships forgotten. Total elation washing over us; a vast blanket of relief, satisfaction, pride and love for the whole team. It had been a proper slog but we had pulled through together as a group and done it. The only sadness was that Malcolm Walker and Peter Scott were not with us.
All in all it was an unusual expedition; unusual in that at every stage from its inception to actually carrying it out, everything came together and the project was met with bright minds and helpful hands. Lucky really.
There were many hands who helped make this happen and I’d just like to mention some of the key ones here:
• HRH The Prince of Wales for offering his support to the expedition.
• Malcolm Walker and all his Iceland team for sponsoring the expedition and raising so much money during the Iceland charity Week.
• Keith Hann and Alan Wight for sterling work on the website and creative content.
• Frederik Paulsen for all his support and generosity.
• Peter Scott for much and all the resources offered up via ENGINE. Especially Matt Williams, Sacha Deshmukh, Alex Miller, Warren Cowen and Tanya Rodwell.
• Major General Richard Nugee, Colonel Ian Horn, Major (Retd) Graham Cook at Army HQ for authorising us to take the three soldiers with us.
• Major General Patrick Cordingley, Brigadier Johnny Torrens-Spence, Colonel Jamie Piggott and all the brave men and women serving with the Royal Dragoon Guards for loaning us the three boys. Quis separabit.
• All our sponsors including DHL, Nordic Life, Bergans, Brynje and Julbo. Your support was invaluable and we could not have had better kit.
• Ed Parker and his team at ‘Walking with the Wounded’ and Nick Fox and the team at ‘Alzheimers Research UK’.
• John Witherow, Margaret Drisscol, Jim Gillespie, Ray Wells and the rest of the team at The Sunday Times for supporting the expedition and our charities.
• Adam, Robbie and Webby for your tenacity, stoicism and great humour. You have been the highest ambassadors for the British Army, the Royal Dragoon Guards and made your team mates proud to have done this journey with you.
• The rest of the team - no better collection of individuals could one find.
• Our families and friends for holding the fort and babies in most cases, whilst we were away. None of this would be possible without you and you were in our thoughts every step of the way.
• Everyone who has kindly donated to these incredible charities. Every penny helps and all your contributions will make a significant difference. Sincere thanks from us all.
It has been an outstanding trip and experience and David and I are already hatching a plan for the next one so watch this space ………